Weird Me: Another Hearttalk

How do you handle yourself? I mean, really, I wonder if there is any way to handle your own self?! 

Last week, exactly on a Saturday night, I was kinda sad. Not kinda, I really was sad. I missed someone dear to me. Don't start asking me who the person is, (who's asking anyway, duh!), the "sad" atmosphere seemed to follow my following "unfortunate" week. (Didn't I just sound a lil dramatic?!) 

Still on a Saturday night last week, after trying so hard to cry, I wrote some mellow status on social networks. Stupid, yeah, whatever... Then just before midnight, some guy on my BBM contact changed his status. It was umm... not very important until my friend JJ wrote about it on Twitter. As our "connection" of wicked withces usually runs, some of the wicked withces had a conference and we laughed like there's no tomorrow. So then, i woke up "happily" the next morning. Hahahaha... Am I bipolar or what?!

The next day, Sunday of course, I didn't  feel too sad nor did I feel happy. It was a regular Sunday, except for the missing house chores. I was too lazy to do them. LOL! Then, Monday came, and I started my Monday by waking up late! Duh! It was also the day of the first term in ILP, so I was beat. Coming home tired yet couldn't sleep well. Then, the next morning, I was "forced" to climb on my fence because of the stupid padlock!! Nice, eh? This is my house without fence... If only I lived in a very safe neighbourhood, i wouldn't have put a fence, not that I live in a dangerous neighbourhood, though!

Trying to forget the unbelievably stupid day (imagining myself to climb for the second and God forbid 100th time), I went over a friend's house. And there I met and fell in love with a lil guy!!! 

This is Submarine "Sasab" Jones when he was lil

It's a young lil fella called a cat! He looks like my late cat, Submarine "Sasab" Jones! Orange-yellowish fur, long tail, awww I fell in love that very fateful second! My friends said it's a nobody's cat which has become a regular visitor to their house. I asked them if I could adopt him (and name him Hideaki Takizawa...WTF?!) They were okay, in fact, they asked me to get a box and bring him home. But, I think it won't be fair for the cat to travel in such a way. So I texted my friend Eva if I could borrow her pet cargo. She promised to bring it the next day, she did, anyway. 

But, here comes another "sad" part...

Once I got home from the office, I sent a BBM to one of my friends telling that I'm ready to pick the cat. You know what, she said that the cat was not there anymore because someone already "sent" him away. Feeling devastated and brokenhearted, I wept like a baby. I was so sad i could not think of anything. I know now what it feels like when you think you almost had it, but you were never even close... I was sad till the next days, Thursday and Friday.

But lucky me, I have some wonderful friends who were just in time to "cure" my sadness. When I wrote a status in my BBM, a friend who claims not-feel-disgusted-of-anything-you-do-because-i-know-you-too-long, said that "Sometimes, I feel happy to know that you are sad. Because I don't know why you're always happy. It's okay to be sad." That was what she said after... a long "lost" friend who was "lost" (LOL!) cheered me up. He did nothing actually, but what he said was really a good punch line!

Here is what we talked about via BBM

Me: *mellow* *attentionaddictedwhoretalking* *puppyeyes* 

Him: *beingnice* *raisingeyebrows* *confused* *lost*

Me: So, *abitchneedstogetalife* See???

Him: OMG! Girls are weird! Thank God I'm gay!!!

Me: *burstintotearsfromlaughing* *ROTFLYSSTACSISN*<<<Don't ask

Hideaki Takizawa

And today, this blissful Saturday morning, I got surprisingly amazing news... My friend said that the cat came back. She promised to keep him. Hopefully, he'll still be there till Tuesday bacause I can pick him up on that day.

Well, hope has become scary to me. I'm afraid that hope will disappoint me. So, i just "hope" that it won't. And anyway, I won't name him Hideaki Takizawa. Maybe it jinxed him, or maybe he knows that I would name him after a Japanese actor so he "went away". LOL!

Okay, wicked witch is out,

Hit me back just to check

Surely yours,'

Lou